da fuck is wrong with me
I really hope that sushi didn’t give me food poisoning
my stomach hurts like really bad
white whine
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I’ve been doing that a lot lately…
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I can just sit around and not deal with my shitty parents
it’s fucking fantastic
I wish it happened more often
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- This is my first credit card. I’ve had it for like seven months.
- This is my first overdraft.
- There was negative money in my account because Netflix, unbeknownst to me, took the 7.99 out of my account. So basically, it wasn’t even my fault.
- I just Googled it for my bank service, and they don’t even charge you for the first overdraft.
- Even if they did charge me, I literally have like thirty bucks in change in my fucking coin bank.
- My mother’s a fucking bitch.
- She claimed she wasn’t trying to stress me out, as she yelled in my face.
- This has been one of the most stressful weeks I’ve ever had.
- Once again, I am never, ever coming home after I move out.
- I hope you rot in Hell.
The end.
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I swear, every fucking time this song plays on my phone I burst into tears, and I don’t even know why. The video is so beautiful, what with all its massive expanse and sinfully amazing skies and the fact that the kid is all alone, and yet there’s so much life around him, it’s almost as if he’s surrounded or even trapped in nothingness. I want to experience that more than anything.
Lately I’ve really been wanting to lay alone in a field. Hell I’ll probably get chiggers, but I think it’d be something neat to try. I think Charlie does that in Perks.
Hm.
Life has been so up and down lately. I have good nights, and bad nights. I think it all depends on the music I listen to.
I’ve just really been wanting someone to give a shit about me. Other than my parents, of course. I know they love me. But they could at least show it. So could my friends. I always make all these intimate gestures towards people, hoping for some form of companionship, but no one ever returns it.
Maybe I just need a girlfriend.
My life.
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